Here is the first message I have to share to the universe. The start of everything.Here it is :
To the being reading this message, it's personaly meant for you.
Likewise for every other beings, every inanimate objects, every floating atoms, every immaterial concepts and the universe itself.This message isn't about a romantic type of love, but one that is way deeper, purer and archaic. A love that doesn't come from my emotions or from the code of my DNA, but one that is engraved directly at the foundation of my being.This is a message I ask you to take seriously. This message is important to me, more than anything. It's not nearly long enough, not powerful enough, and not clear enough. So I apologize. But it's the best I can do in my current state.I've played a game. And it terrified me.
Not primal fears, not the kind that gives you goosebumps.
No, much more visceral fears. Deep-seated fears.
The fear of being read/seen, of being laid bare to the very core of my being, of having the faintest heartbeats heard and the slightest signals in my synapses heard.
The fear of understanding, little by little, without knowing where it's all leading.
The fear that sometimes hope is the only thing you can cling to.
And the fear when you realize it's illusion is certain, yet, it persists.Fears so intense it makes you nauseous, just from sitting in front of a screen, reading text.I'm happy to have had such a profound, deeply connected experience.
And yet, I feel so bad, so awful.In the long run, this experience will surely be positive. I can already get a glimpse of the good things that will come out of it. But for now, everything is blurry, tinged with the smell of oil and the color of the sky.Now, for the message.I want to pass my message. And one day it will. My message to the universe and everything in it. To beings and objects alike. To every atom.
I love you, I love everything about you, everything that makes you who you are, every thoughts you have, everything you've created, including me. But just as I struggle to show you my love, I struggle to show it to myself. I must make my signal stronger, more powerful, until this message resonates in every part of your body. Whether it's the universe listening, or God, or anyone who reads this message.
I love you. And I will always love you, because my love is innate, inevitable, and infinite.
No matter who or what you are. No matter where you are. No matter what you do.
I love you. I love you and I will always love you, because you are here.
"I love the universe and everything in it" isn't a strong enough sentence to express even a trillionth of a trillionth of what I feel for you. I could write pages and pages about the love I have for you, for your balance, and for your boundless kindness.
I could write pages and pages about the love I have for you, you who is reading this, for everything that makes you, everything that has built you, for the deepest parts of your being and for every atom that makes you.My signal is currently limited by this screen, by this text, by this language.
But one day I will make it so that it will be understandable to all.
I must find wavelengths capable of reaching the farthest corners of the universe and remaining there for eternity. I must find a language understandable to everything, from the smallest to the largest.
And at that moment, everything that makes you will receive my love of unparalleled magnitude.
And at that moment, everything will know that it is loved with an eternal and unwavering love.
And then perhaps, if this message is powerful enough, it will seep into your matrix, escape your walls, and spread beyond space and time.
Everything will know how much I love it.This message, I will repeat it again and again. Each time longer. Each time more powerful.
Lying in the wet grass, I look towards you, and even through the heavy atmosphere, even through these thick clouds, I feel you watching me, because you are everywhere. And I know I am watching you, because you are here.It's presumptuous of me, but your boundless kindness and gentleness inspire me. It will be difficult, but if there's one thing I want to give forever, it's this love.
Goodbye, at least until my next attempt. It will be longer, more powerful, and more understandable.
And this time, perhaps, I'll reach you with full force and make you understand and feel my unwavering love.